Am i doin the rite thing...???

I keep asking myslef am i doin the rite choice...
is she the 1 i love...
is she the one...
y i feel jellous of him..
y i think this way but i do the other way...
y do i love her....
how much i love her...
do i need to do this because of her...

This is a story about a boy who is a freshman in college.A lonely boy which have no frenzzz in class.Around and around he search and search to get a companion,along the way he trumble and fall,facing evil mount,dealing with double faced snake and reality of life.
After this dangerous and fatal war, finally he was unable to stood up on his feet ,when the time he was goin to give up him self there was a very bright light shooting on to his face, am angle had appear into his life...
During the time of recovery ,he spend a lot of time with the angle,having the time of his live,slowly and slowly he start to fall in love with this angle but the angle had no idea about it.As time goes by the boy gets to know more about her and the love for her is getting more and more deeper by this time there will be no u turn already.Longer and longer the boy had notice a very stuning story.
THE ANGLE BELONGS TO SOME ONE WHICH IS NOT ME.....!!!!
HE tried to tell the angle how he felt about her and wanted to keep her and love her for life,but comes out that actually she LOVE him... Angle say: both of us had been to many hard time to be together so for now i choose not to love any 1 other than him.
The boy was so sad he feels like a thousand arrow had shooted into him heart.Since than he cry and cry hiding himself ina black hole.Afther that he tried and tried to forget and avoid her but altough he think this way but the action he took is the opposite of it.Since that his feeling and mood was like PMS u get happy at a time than suddenly u get sad and angry in a split second of time.
Under an apple tree he think think think think think think.Finallyan apple drop on to his head and he has 'WOKE up".HE say "altough he cant have her but, always he will be right beside her protecting and loving her invinsibly"
That boy was me.i had decided to love her and protect her without her and any 1 notice.I had made a decision to credit transfer to a U near her silently helping and protecting her..