i wanna find my way..

It has been 3day already.. i am not so sad any more.. at least not every 5 min i will think of her or not a small small thing will remind of her... i think less about her maybe i have no idea how is she.. and thankzz to her for not showing up i dont have to think so much.. now when ever i think of her the images was like blur off.. jaz like u put a paper in water.. it slowly dissolve.. i will tyr not to be close or even near her so make myself and her feel better.. but all this thing means i dont love her any more.. i really scare i 1 day i saw her i have no feeling about her.. but i think relationship take times to understand and time to built up love... from now wat i know is i am loving myslef this is not call love.. let god lead my way.. i will find my way..