PMS

What do we know about psm, psm stands for Premenstrual Stress Syndrome is stress which is a physical symptom prior to the onset of menstruation. PMS should not be confused with dysmenorrhea, which refers to pain or cramps during menstruation. But pms also can be say as Provide Me with Sweets.
Girl mood are so weirdsome time thay are happy and some times they are say, it is jaz like an upredictable weather codition.She for example ydayshe told me that she du feel well cas she has pms at 1st she was like tierd and grumpy buta while later she chane totally ,she become like more caring, polite, act like a little women,sweet ad kind. Today the same thi happen , really lon time didnt c her like that d i am very glad that she is happy yday she worrie me sick man.
As a conclusio we as guys should tolerate and care aout them makin her the happiest irl in the world.

Stupid stupid stupid me...!!!

Y am i so stupid..??
Today the whole day i didnt talk to her,damn sad lor me but i hope she is happy. She looks pale ,sick ,tierd today and i feel very angry at my self y cant i help her y , and so i keep on punching myself.God plaz bless this girl make her happy and health ok..?
i was so stupid i the car i saw her and i wanted to drive away fast but the car was joking aorund wif me .. CANT START THE CAR MAN.... it was a very sunny afternoon, i was so stupid i didnt bring her umbrealla ,and i do a stupid thing of making a joke on her stupid me...!!!!

AND now she is sick wat can i do... ?? i wanna help her...!! DUN care anything any more...!!! i dun wan to c her suffer...!!!

I miss her...!!!!!!!!!

i miss her,
i miss her bed,
i miss her smile,
i miss her Voice,
i miss shopping wif her,
i miss making her smile,
i miss carring her books,
i miss joking around her,
i miss eating dinner wif her,
i miss playing around wif her,
i miss calling her at nite chating,
i miss fetching her around the town,

Since that day i didnt "talk" to her.
Since that day i am not happy any more.
Since that day my life is so lonely and sad.
Since that day i keep punching my hand on the wall.
Since that day She does not wanna bother about me.
Since that day she keep Ciuu ciuuuu and ciuuu at me.
Since that day both of us change a lot, every thing we do , any thing we say we will still argue.

Hope every thing will end up happyly soon

Anger

I really damn angry at myself y cant i help her.Y dun him as a boy friend help her, making her so sad,the onli thind he need to say is 1 word,this 1 word is better than wat i say in a thousand times.ARGHHHHH....!!!!!! y ooo y .... hate myself....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Work Hard...!!!

i must work hard,even i have to block her from msn,dun call her,dun c her.i wanna work hard get a good result so thar i can transfer filnders.I must do this for her cas i love.strat from today..!!

Am i 失戀王

唱盡了慘遭愛侶遺棄那些歌
仍然無一首夠震撼
我實際踫到的痛苦苦更多
失戀的故事同樣的折墮
難怪像每首都寫我　你不要跟我爭
爭先唱這最慘的歌

要是你想跟我鬥難過　鬥淒楚
隨時拿起咪唱兩段
我為你嘆息的會否比我多
即使間你能流出真眼淚
誰個又會悲慘得過　揭開我的創傷
竟好過講笑話　娛樂大眾得到掌聲更多

＊每段戀愛都會認錯人　失戀的冠軍
怎會再有別個這樣幸運
誰都跟我沒可能合襯　才顯出我身份
幾百萬個人　只得一個吸引力完全是零分
最低等　所以第一名是我
你那裡及我襯

要是你想知我對情愛有幾灰
隨時能講幾個晚上
記錄痛苦的歌夠開演唱會
一生的愛人留低的再會
合計亦有幾千分貝　最初我不過想
分一個安慰獎　誰能料到失戀竟捧了杯

重唱　＊

看看我有多麼亢奮
看看我最終得到了全場大獎
全憑無人著緊

每段戀愛都會認錯人　失戀的冠軍
怎會再有別個這樣幸運
誰都總有甚麼人合襯　難得抱憾終生
幾百萬個人　只得一個戀愛運能突破零分
好心分　該慶幸的人是我
我會繼續發奮

love her or do not love her any more...

She didnt come to class today.It is weird she seldom skip classes , and so i msg her to investugate about it.I feel so weird i dun feel like this when i msg her previously , my hands are shaking and my heart pump in a very fast motion. She replied me in very long period i wait and wait than i fall asleep and that time i was sleeping when she replied so i did not bordered. When the time i wake up i msg her again and i cant believe i took the courage to ask her about him,i feel happy that she had a great time but in the other hand i felt a deep blues in me ,y i am not the one who make her happy ,y not me...!!!!. I felt than now i treat her onli like a normal fren but how come i feel jellous of him. Is it mayb i try to press myself to make her happy or i dun love her any more..!!!!

The 1 i LOVE.. thatzz how i feel now...!!!

作詞：施人誠
作曲：周杰倫

我知道故事不會太曲折　我總會遇見一個什麼人
陪我過沒有了她的人生　成家立業之類的等等

她做了她覺得對的選擇　我只好祝福她真的對了
愛不到我最想要愛的人　誰還能要我怎樣呢

我愛的人　不是我的愛人
她心裡每一寸　都屬於另一個人
她真幸福　幸福得真殘忍
讓我又愛又恨　她的愛怎麼那麼深
我的愛人　她已有了愛人
從他們的眼神　說明了我不可能
每當聽見　她或他說「我們」
就像聽見愛情　永恆的嘲笑聲

I miss her...!!

Today is the 3rd day since "him" came down to k.l. For this few days i have not contact her and she was also missing too,she is not on msn,skype and even i call her to ask about langkawi, she was like doesn't wanna reply me :o( . All she say when i asked her is she ok, was a cold yup i'm ok. For the pass few days i really really miss her a lot,every thing i do i will think of her. I really wanna know is she happy,is she hungry,how is she,all those stuff, but i cant call because her she was with him,i'm willing to make her unhappy.so i keep on telling myself not to call her ,not to call her,i rather be the sad person rather than looking at her crying face.
The people around me keep telling me that i have a chance "she likes me" but in a split second they will say she was jazz fooling around wif u.I agree wif them some time ,she can change very fast, actually which 1 is she, but in my heart i hope she likes me. Some times i felt that i have a split personality some times i feel i treat her like a toy playing around her under my hand to find some 1 to accopany me when i am boring, but some time i do really like her and i think she is the 1 i turely love,i hope she can care about me,take care of me, share her and mine happiness and sadness together and love me. From the bottom of my heart i do really hope that i turely lover her.

在你心中有这样的一个人吗 ?

你们可能相爱过，你们也可能喜欢着彼此，
但是，为了什么原因你们没能在一起？
也许他为了朋友之间的义气，不能追你。
也许为了顾及家人的意见 ，你们没有在一起。
.
也许为了出国深造，他没有要你等他。
也许你们相遇太早，还不懂得珍惜对方。
也许你们相遇太晚，你们身边已经有了另一个人。
也许你回头太迟，对方已不再等待。
也许你们彼此在捉摸对方的心，而迟迟无法跨出界
线。

不过即使你们没在一起，你们还是保持了朋友的关
系。但是你们心底清楚，对这个人，你比朋友还多
了一份关心。即使不能跟他名正言顺的牵着手逛
街，你们还是可以做无所不谈的朋友。他有喜欢的
人，你口头上会帮他追，心里却不是很清楚你是不
是真的希望他追到。

他遇到困难时，你会尽你所能的帮他，不会计较谁
又欠了谁。男女朋友吃醋了，你会安抚他们说你
和他只是朋友，但你心中会有那么一丝的不确定。
每个人这辈子，心中都有过这幺一个特别的朋友，
很矛盾的行为。一开始你不甘心只做朋友的，但久
了，突然发现这样最好。你宁愿这样关心他， 总好
过你们在一起而有天会分手。你宁愿做他的朋友，
彼此不会吃醋，才可以真的无所不谈。特别是这
样，你还是知道，他永远会关心你的。做不成男女
朋友，当他那个特别的朋友，有什么不好呢？你心
中的这个特别的朋友...? 是谁呢？

很多的感情，都因为一厢情愿，最后连朋友都当不
成了，常常觉得惋惜，可惜一些本来很好的友情，
最后却因为对方的一句喜欢你，如果你没有反应，
这一段友情似乎也难以维持下去，这也难怪有些人
会因此不肯踏出这一步。

因为这就像是一场赌注，表白了之后不是成了男女
朋友，要不就连朋友都当不成了。有些事不是你能
预料的，或许对方不在意，你们还可以是朋友，但
却已经不如从前的好。也是可惜，也是遗憾！但还
有没有可能是另一种情况，你可能永远都不甘心只
是朋友. . . . .

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LosT

Feel lost in a whole which has no sign board, the two roads in front of me seems like the same , if only and only I know where will I end up to.

No matter how rational man he is, love and only love has the ability to mislead him either to the fairy land or the hell on earth where he is feel into a deep black hole where he himself alone will experience what is the meaning of eternal sadness.

How a guy fall it love with a girl , for me explaining how we fall in love doesn’t need any major research or doesn’t need any professional to explain what it is.

For a man to fall in love , the most important thing is the 1st impression , the 1st time u saw the 1 u love , the sensory neuron in your eyes will mislead or should I say cheat u, releasing false impulse confusing yr mind ,and you interpret the information wrongly, than u will talk to yourself I had never seen someone so pretty before.

The 2nd reason falls in love with when u feel she has a lot in common with u , time fly trough when u chat with her, u feel her happiness and sadness, he will even love her more if she loves the thing which u love too… every time you hear her name ,look at her photo or any thing related to her a beautiful smile will be presented on his face.

The best thing that money couldn’t buy is to c her smile, to have this smile he will do what every he can to make her happy..
When she is not around u will feel very uncomfortable, u keep taking out and putting in yr handphone all this effort is just try to made a call o her…

This is how the journey begin and u are now walking freely and happily toward the gate of fairy land , and jazz about u think u are entering the gate a stop sign came, u have to choose between 2 roads because someone had block the road , this is where I get lost…

Movie

Today i went to watch a movie the title of the movie is X-men 3. Its funny ,buring thr movie i had notice a lot of things on Genetic and also love.
What is a mutant , a mutant is a genetic disoder which bring along a different phenotype from normal homosapien.Atucally mutant is jaz like us ,it is the way we look at them which make them "mutant".If we see or judge people from a different pointof view the world will be a better place to live.

During the scene where woverine kill Jine, a sudden feel struk into my heart. That feelings tell me that if u love her do what she say and let willing go let go what u love.

The movie was than Ended with a happy and peaceful ending,so we walked out the cinema,when tha moment i step out of the cinema the outside sun light temporary blind my eyes. After i recover my eye sight, i saw many couple walking infront of me laughing ,smiling while talking about the movie. This kind of enviorment makes me think about her, i feel very sad , i miss her a lot, by the time i really wanna call her, but i dun have the courage to dial her number because someone is around the town and by this time i am writing this story she is mayb in the arm of that guy. I put i phone my into my pocket and walk around the mall.As i was walking i stumble a stuff toy shop,there alot of cute bear bear in the shop, i really hope that i can buy for her, i keep pick up the bear and putting it back thinking that should i by her her or not.But finally i didnt buy it cas i will onli make me more unhappy.

MY feeling for now is jaz wat like in the picture.

A DAy in KIm GARy

Think wat i feel..but onli jay express it

只剩下鋼琴陪我談了一天 Only the piano accompanies me throughout the day
睡著的大提琴 The sleeping cello
安靜的舊舊的 Quiet and so old
我想你已表現的非常明白 I think you've made yourself clear
我懂我也知道 I know and I'm sure
你沒有捨不得 You don't regret
你說你也會難過我不相信 You say you're upset too, that I don't believe
牽著你陪著 我也只是曾經 being with me was in the past
希望他是真的比我還要愛I hope he loves you more than I do
我才會逼自己離開 Only then will I bring myself to leave Chorus
你要我說多難堪 You want me to say it, but it is awkward
我根本不想分開 I don't even want to break up
為什麼還要我用微笑來帶過Why must I depend on a smile to tide me through?
我沒有這種天份 I don't have the ability
包容你也接受他 To accept both you and him
不用擔心的太多 Don't worry too much
我會一直好好過 I'll still be fine
你已經遠遠離開 You've already gone far away
我也會慢慢走開 And I will slowly walk away
為什麼我連分開都遷就著你 Why is it that I have to accommodate you even when [we] break up?
我真的沒有天份 I really don't have the ability
安靜的沒這麼快 Staying silent doesn't come so fast
我會學著放棄你 I will learn to give you up
是因為我太愛你Because I love you so much

Am i doin the rite thing...???

I keep asking myslef am i doin the rite choice...
is she the 1 i love...
is she the one...
y i feel jellous of him..
y i think this way but i do the other way...
y do i love her....
how much i love her...
do i need to do this because of her...

This is a story about a boy who is a freshman in college.A lonely boy which have no frenzzz in class.Around and around he search and search to get a companion,along the way he trumble and fall,facing evil mount,dealing with double faced snake and reality of life.
After this dangerous and fatal war, finally he was unable to stood up on his feet ,when the time he was goin to give up him self there was a very bright light shooting on to his face, am angle had appear into his life...
During the time of recovery ,he spend a lot of time with the angle,having the time of his live,slowly and slowly he start to fall in love with this angle but the angle had no idea about it.As time goes by the boy gets to know more about her and the love for her is getting more and more deeper by this time there will be no u turn already.Longer and longer the boy had notice a very stuning story.
THE ANGLE BELONGS TO SOME ONE WHICH IS NOT ME.....!!!!
HE tried to tell the angle how he felt about her and wanted to keep her and love her for life,but comes out that actually she LOVE him... Angle say: both of us had been to many hard time to be together so for now i choose not to love any 1 other than him.
The boy was so sad he feels like a thousand arrow had shooted into him heart.Since than he cry and cry hiding himself ina black hole.Afther that he tried and tried to forget and avoid her but altough he think this way but the action he took is the opposite of it.Since that his feeling and mood was like PMS u get happy at a time than suddenly u get sad and angry in a split second of time.
Under an apple tree he think think think think think think.Finallyan apple drop on to his head and he has 'WOKE up".HE say "altough he cant have her but, always he will be right beside her protecting and loving her invinsibly"
That boy was me.i had decided to love her and protect her without her and any 1 notice.I had made a decision to credit transfer to a U near her silently helping and protecting her..