EuGine Living In this world

Friday, June 30, 2006

TRY this survey

1] Is there someone who you like at the moment?
Yes, so ...!!
2] Have you ever given or been given roses?
yes..
3] What is your all time favorite romance movie?
MY sassy girlfriend..
4] How many times can you honestly say you'vebeen in love?
one and a half...
5] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate?
i dun really think so..
6] Do you think that you should become friendswith someone first?
normally yess...
7] Have you ever had your heart broken?
yes, always... 1 of the reason of my cardiac stress
8] What do you think about long-distancerelationships?
very hard..
9] Your thoughts on online relationships?
no, no thoughts , y not
10] Would you rather date someone five yearsolder or five years younger?
i prefer older..
11] Have you ever seen a friend as more than afriend?
nope
12] Do you believe the statement, "Once a cheateralways a cheater"?
i dunno i dunno when they cheats..
13] How many kids do you want to have?
let god decide for me..
14] Do you usually fall for a wrong guy/girl or theright guy/girl?
always wrong...
15.what is your favourite colour?
green,white and purple
16] What are your views on gay marriage?
no problem wif me...
17] Have you ever broken someone's heart?
yes , i am so sorry...
18] Are you the one who makes the move or doyou wait for them to make the move?
i the 1 who makes the 1st move
19] Imagine you're 79 & your spouse just died,would you remarry?nonononononononononono.....
20] Do you think remarriage is betrayal?
not really...
21] At what age did you start noticing theopposite/same sex?
since i was a kid..
22] What song do you want played as you walkdown the road?
This i promise u...

OH my gosh wat a cute baby...!!!

MCD




McDonald's founders' (Dick and Mac McDonald) first venture into the food business was in 1937, when they opened a hot dog stand in Arcadia, California. They opened the first McDonald's restaurant on May 15, 1940, in San Bernardino, California. Hamburgers proved to be their most popular product, so in 1948 the brothers introduced their "Speedee Service System," a streamlined assembly line for hamburgers that allowed them to produce burgers quickly and inexpensively. Their cheap burgers were very successful, and in 1953 they began to franchise McDonald's restaurants. Entrepreneur Ray Kroc visited the first restaurant in 1953, and sensing its potential, he convinced the brothers to put him in charge of franchising. He later purhased the brothers' interest in the company, and oversaw its worldwide expansion.
McDonald restaurants are found in 118 countries and territories around the world. They serve nearly 50 million customers each day. What The F..K MCD so damn rich i wish i own MCD...
For further info about MCD plz visit http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/McDonald or http://www.mcdonalds.com/

Thursday, June 29, 2006

heat myself..

Some times i do really hate myslef y i have to be so smart.. no matter wat ever thing in my life family , love,school... i well have the feeling of knowing every thing in them.. the darkness and the brightness of life.. i know when ppl lie to me and whem ppl honest to me.. i jaz know... i hate it when ppl like dun care.. when i am damn care about it.. u dun have to lie to me .. i u all think lie to will make me happy not i will not cas i know evry thing... it jazz i dun wan to speak it out it onli will make thing worst... so i choose to shut up and make myself in pain.. If u do not meant to be sorry plz dun say it out... sorry is to forgive.. but if u have the heart to say sorry... i am sorry plz dun damn say it.... sorry is meant for ppl who so know wat they did wrongly.... god onli will forgive a child who i meant to forgive.... get out from my life pain in the ass... i wan my angle to be wif me... plz come back... i misss u..

Tattoo or not to tattoo...??


Should i go and make a tattoo... this was wat is in my mind for many yearss... i always wanted to have something like this... but the different thing is my tiger i wan it to stand on a rock look down the world... hehe wat a wild dream...

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

A pretty shirt for a pretty girl..

Hihi.. went shopping wif a fren of mine miss wen jean... haha walk until my kaki goin to patah lerrr... didnt buy any thing cas i didnt saw any thing nice... but haha dunno y i stumble wif this shirt... the 1st eye i look at this shirt it reminds me of her... so with out any thnking i buy it.. haha she really look pretty when wearing this kind of shirt... hope she likess ittt....

to LCC airport..

Who is this ..?? this is wen.. y look at me like that worrr hehe.. actually i was playing around wif her taking candid pic... haha yesterday i sent her to airasia's broken airport LCC.. Due to not really have enough sleep that day and wait for her for some time for her to come back... i get a bit angry.. so the during journey i didnt talk cas tierd...because DOTA and TD the whole nite... Really had mixed emotion that day ... i felt happy and also sad.. happy is because it is holiday and she feel happy too.. the sad thing is she is goin.. haha i parked at no parking zone that day cas it is so sunny that day .. and i dun wan her to get hot... so i keep on looking at my car scare it got tolld.. oo ya the suprise thing is.. hehe my gosh this little girl can carry her own big and heavy bag hehe...she looks so cute when she carry her bag... but the sad thing is i cant help her carry until she go on board... so i jazz looking at her from far making sure thatzzz she is ok ... than onli i make myself leaving LCC...
Airport a place of saperation and reunion... ooo ya this pic is from MCD.. good day...

OMG accident..

Muahhahahaha.... This a a proton wira which belong to my frennn ... tarzan... this the result from a double parking of a P lesen girl... haha this is the reason y those mom and dad wont let their children drive when they jazz got their lesen ... actually i really admiar mr sen.. he is so gentelmen.. hehe he didt ask for money fren his fren who make this tagerdy... hehe ei wen u plz dun drive lorrr if not u will become like that let me drive hehe... bye good day...

Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Dota and TD mania


Yo every 1 it holiday... finally from doin ton and tons of home work and assingment and stress when study for exam finally i can get some rest d... hermmm i can smell the salty teaste of the ocean wind.. ipoh chicken hoo fun.. melaka satay celup.. penang cah kui tao... durind the holidays finally i have time for myself... dun have to think about her for a short while... try to think properlly during this period... haahaha the 1st nite of my holiday me and bunch of freakes gather around some 1 crib bust TD.... wat a DOTA and DT mania... this sence looks like CIA doin some investigation... hahah

Sunday, June 25, 2006

The power of piching


Hey my fren guess what is this ... yes you are correct..!! this is infect a hand belongs to a pig.. if u observe properly u can notice the are same number of random red spot on the arm.. can u all guess wat is the reason behind this tragedy.. hoho let me review the anwser to u all... this is due to continuous , painfull , hand twisting by a girl name wen.. my dear god in my whole life i had never experience such excruciating pain.. dun this is onli physical pain onli but hope she feel happy if she pinch me.. really scare of her mamamia pinch ... raise up 4 kye oooo... scary

i so somt tihing to say...!!!!


I am damn frustrated with all those people who reply some other people's msg slow not matter in sms or in msn. what do u think you are kura-kura , have a lot of thing to do mer...!!!! every must take long time to reply must let ppl wait wait for so long.. like stupid ppl ishhhh i hate it where got ppl like that 1 siao 1 aaaaa...... mama reply other msg so damn fast.. mama i wait so long for msg than some more short short 1 ishhhh damn sien laaaaa.........

Saturday, June 24, 2006

很想说

很想说有你是幸福的
很想说我的心是你的
很想说你真的误解了
很想说会好好疼你的
很想说爱你是自由的
很想说你是否听见了
很想说你真的忘记了
很想说你是否听见了
很想说我们可不可以

很想说你一个微笑也都会让我醉了

Wednesday, June 21, 2006

蒲公英


不知道从什么时候开始,我爱上了蒲公英的种子,这个淡淡的柔柔的种子,安静的在我手心,风一吹,悠悠扬扬。也就是这个时候起,我爱上了她的笑
  我看见她在长满蒲公英的花丛里笑. 出现在花丛里,注定纷纷扬扬 我靠近了她,默默的凝望,她没有任何作假的成分,娇俏,妍美,恬静自然。。蒲公英的种子掠过她徒削的肩膀,在空气里飘荡,仿佛一只蝴蝶。


I hope u all will understand wat i write cas my chinese is so broken... =)      
  

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

Exam and wat happen next...

I had my nutrition exam today.. oh my god it is the worst exam i ever sat for.. mostly 90 percent of those i dun have any confident puting down my anwser.. shit la i really scare that i will fail this paper.. really scare i cant get into flinders so scare scare god please blesss me... i dun really blame for for making me cant study.. but the truth is i really think damn much lerrr.. when before sleep i think about her when wake up think about and even during sleeep i dreamt about her.. i goin to be mad d.. when every i think about thing about her for example genting when talk about genting i will gone crazy i dunno why... eugine dun think so much la... jaz let it be... after my exam i msg her dunno why i feeling likt sharing my happiness and sadness to her although i msg like two or three person but her reply makes me feel very let stress.. but after some msg i try to make her angry hoping that she wont msg me again cas i really "scare" of her... but in the end i didnt do wat i should do haizzz nvm jazzzz remember not to be so close to her eugine... I MISS U a lot WEN should i cheat on myself again so i will be more happy...?? =)

Monday, June 19, 2006

i wanna find my way..

It has been 3day already.. i am not so sad any more.. at least not every 5 min i will think of her or not a small small thing will remind of her... i think less about her maybe i have no idea how is she.. and thankzz to her for not showing up i dont have to think so much.. now when ever i think of her the images was like blur off.. jaz like u put a paper in water.. it slowly dissolve.. i will tyr not to be close or even near her so make myself and her feel better.. but all this thing means i dont love her any more.. i really scare i 1 day i saw her i have no feeling about her.. but i think relationship take times to understand and time to built up love... from now wat i know is i am loving myslef this is not call love.. let god lead my way.. i will find my way..

Sunday, June 18, 2006

相爱无梦

跟你抱着未等于爱上不再抱着未等于不想
你我在这分钟说过无缘再见下秒钟再凑巧碰上
即使一起貌合却若神离分隔两地日夜挂着愁眉
再各自结新欢却暗地拿你去比较现有的始终偏袒你

有心爱你却爱不到抱紧了你却又未想终老
再等到与对方失散以后就会知原来谁最好
爱不到至会更想爱抱紧了你我又无心装载
我跟你也破不到男与女之间爱情的定数

一个过活恨抱着情人一对过活又挂念谁人
到了话要分开你我尚有恻隐又再探听对方新闻
即使一起貌合却若神离分隔两地日夜挂着愁眉
再各自结新欢却暗地拿你去比较现有的始终偏袒你

Saturday, June 17, 2006

十分.愛


分手後一分鐘 便有後悔聲音能傷我最深的人 偏得我心*應該漠不關心 然而還著緊 當攬緊他人 想起跟你熱吻 愛過太深 原來身體會疑問 再沒法可適應別人 願醉掉了 能容許你憐憫*#早知不應試愛 未放開 便節哀 有情人 日日夜夜同分開感慨 避開 願你改 一個 小小意外 未悔恨我未會知 不散不愛 心 話放開 未放開 雨驟來 才能提示真愛是確實存在 愛滿分 竟是換來 痛亦滿分 可否錯一次以後 一直愛 (可否錯一次以後)#分手後天天都是最重要犧牲皮膚有你的指紋 刻得太深

ME story ...

Ladies and gentelman.. i have some thing to annouce today.. from now on this blog is no longer a blog about a blog and her.. i wont write any thing about her.. from 11:45 am saturdat 17 june 2006 i will end the story about me and her i decide to step out... let god lead us... in the future i will realise 1 hehe... so from now on this blog is about me and my wonderfull life...!!!
Good day every 1...

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

ME...

she was jaz like dendelion surounding me.. nice pretty white dendelion.. but when i try to pick it up for me to keep... they will jaz flung away from my side.. plzz dun go i do really love u.. i need u by my side to make my garden pretty.. if V have destiny one day those baby dendelion will come back to my garden....

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

WAT IS AIKIDO

HERE IS SOME BASIC IDEA WAT AIKIDO IS...

台客#3 MC Hot Dog、張震嶽、侯佩岑~我愛台妹

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cute girlssss...

彩虹眼淚

他總是不了解 我那些假裝的無所謂 關於那些是是非非 愛的疲憊 又有誰能陪 我總不夠堅決 才會在愛裡面繞圈圈 我學得會 口是心非不要流淚  天上的眼淚 他好像懂我的心碎 懂得輕輕給我一些安慰 我們應該要了解 傷了心有種愛的美 哦 天上的彩虹 總出現在天晴雨過 我已經懂得輕輕的放手 就算我覺得難過 你會在我身邊守候 陪我一起去看彩虹 妳總是不自覺 才會在愛裡面繞圈圈 讓他去飛 留過淚水才能學會  擦乾了成長的淚水 搭上了幸福的地鐵 遠方有個聲音 那一定會是你

Monday, June 12, 2006

i got sum thing to say...

hehe its me again... i had some thing to say today... today is a special day.. i dunno y it has happen to me...
i felt that the feeling i had fir her is getting stronger and stronger...
i felt i had to take responsibilty for her..
i felt that when ever i go bcak she wont say good bye or any thing , do she care...
i felt i onli can do limited things to love her...
i felt that i wont scold her and make her angry d.. i promise myself...
i felt i should dun think so much it will onli make it worst....
i felt that i will lisent to wat she say now on....
i felt that i should understand her attitude...
i felt i should get ready for her moody day...
The reason y i stick wif her where ever she goes is to protect her from all those evil dogss( guy)
The reason y i dun let her walk back alone is i scare of her getting hurt by one 1 or thing..
The reason y i dun like her walk behind me is i scare she will got lost behind me...
The reason y i keep showing up the door step is i dun wan those ppl make her feel alone...
The reason y i keep asking her to study like grandpa is i wan her to get a good result...
The reason y i so mean to her is , is care about her and she is my 1st piority....
The reason y i do so many stupid thing is i wan her to smile...
The reason y i keep playing around her hair and face is i cant help myself she is too cute...
The reason y i keep call her is i wanna know howzz she is doin.... is she ok...
The reason y i get jellous cas i am a useless guy....
The reason y i did all this is i love her...

She doesn't freaking care....

Yesterday nite , the clock show the time at 11 i called her...
she told me that she lost her file...
so i drove to subang to help her with the problem..
the half way i was goin to reach there she told me she found it..
i was so pist off..
at last i also went over there...
alright when i was there i feel she not happy about it cas its late..
i went in accompany her, help her wif the work..
later on i fall asleep... until i wake up she say she was goin to sleep....
but the funny thing is it took me 15 min to walk out from the door...
v was sitting on the bed i keep ask her thing..
to make sure she is ok...
when she smile or laugh it make me did some thing which i didnt think of..
i dun mean to disturb her i jazz wan her to know that i love her and i really care about her....
but no matter how turelly or how many things u have sacrified for her she will never care and never pay u back...
she already know i am sleepy and tierd...
Y the hell she wont care about me but i care so much for her...
1 small msg like drive carefully or becarefull will makes me feel better...
and so because of that it took me 13 min to drive home from subang....
the top speed is 150.......
y do i have to do like this....
if and if she will care about me.....

Sunday, June 11, 2006

I my heart is damn pain that nite....

That nite... she quarell wif him.... my heart was damn pain... it has broken into thousand pieces... y he wanna make her angry and sad... he should make her the happiest girl in the world y... he doent know how to appreciate her... if me i will threat her like a part of me loving her ,careing her and protecting her with my life..... every time he makes her angry i will come out to help her... but in the end the sad and lonely 1 is me... i will looking at them far away in the sky..... y cant i b the 1... y i am so angry at my lef i cant do any thing but jazz to talk.... i am a nobody.... every time i try to consult her my heart get pain and more pain .... 1 side of me try to break them off but the other side if me try make them better..... i really wanna maker her life everyday happy but y she not happyy , my energy is running off god plz bless her... i do really love her i wan her to be happy...

愛情電影

愛情電影 - 熊天平/許茹芸
*女︰是虛構的電影 卻看到淚翻滾 如果愛不那麼深 結局是不是就不會傷人
男︰在別人的劇本 演自己的緣分 如果愛要我犧牲 我不怕夢裡沉淪或變笨
女︰換成我 在愛情的角色裡 再孤單 再多餘 我也不會忘記入戲
男︰換我 在曲折的世界裡 再空虛 再別離 不到落幕不會離去
女︰愛上你
合︰天天天天思念你 忘忘忘忘自己 再不要誰跟我對戲
女︰愛若讓人患上記憶
男︰只因此生此景
女︰換成我
合︰在愛情的角色裡 再孤單 再多餘
女︰我也不會忘記入戲
男︰換我
合︰在曲折的世界裡 再空虛 再別離
男︰不到落幕不會離去 重唱
合︰只因此情此時 愛你

MY stupid wishes...


Some time i make a lot so stupid wishes, wishes like...
i wish i am her boy friend..
i wish i was born in langkawi so i may meet her early...
i wish i was in the same school wif her...
i wish i toke sam in taylors so i meet her..
i wish i bump in her at that time, by now i am her boy friend..
i wish i can take pharmacy and go to the same u wif her...
i wish i will be there for her when she need me...

THE wish i really hope for is I CAN TURN BACK TIME AND START OVER AGAIN...!!!!!!!

My latest creaTION

Saturday, June 10, 2006

WAT a GREAT DAY....

This is a perfect pic of her...
TOday was my 1st time v really turelly hav a chat...
feels good.. i told her every thing... filnders... wat i feel... how she are... and many more...
feel happy that she is my good fren... she know i love her... she knows... but the time is not rite...
i notice 1 thing today... that she is pretty both with makeup and not wif makeup on...
when she not wif makeup on the look angleic, cute, sweet and nice
when she put on her make up she look mature, sexy(jokin),pretty
today she was so happy i dunno y.. she will onli b like this twice a month or sum thing...
the day i always been wait in the month is her happy day...
really hope those happy time wont end...
really hope for her every day is her happy day...
and i will do my best to make every day for her is her happy day..
BREAKING NEWS... i found out a serious thing today... SHE KNOW ABOUT MY BLOG...
i Feeel very very shy... my face gone blush.. my face heated up..
she knowwwsssss omg... haha i will edit my blog.. dun worry... blog is my place i express my feeling...

The purpose driven life

Wat is the purpose of we being here... and what on earth are we here... i suppose many of us ask ourslef about this question.. well this is a book which might anwser yr question... this book may also let you discover who u r... motivate u... and bring out the good u... some notes may b very usefull for us in our life... for example:god doesnt expect u to b perfect , but he does insist on complete honesty. But i think for her she should remember this,god want you to enjoy using the shapes he has given you, although u feel she dun feel pretty or tall the most inportant this is her inner beauty,i think she should happy of her self , not onli she look pretty but she also have a great inner beauty..

Shogun japanese buffet

Shogun japanese buffet in 1 utama..
they hav a lotzz of different variety japanese cuasine...
the food the in not fresh but the salmon was great...
the service there was great.. the waiter keep forcing u to drink water...
the shusi quality was ok for this kind of price...
u can eat until damn full at there u need to roll yr self after eating there..
as a conclusion if u lik eaverage quality japanese food try shogun...
onli 43 for lunch and 48 for dinner...
PS.. goverment tax and service charge are not included..!!!!

Monday, June 05, 2006

WAt a Weird DAy..

yday nite she make me angry again... the whole nite i cant sleep... i angry at her her the whole day.. do so many silly thing like dun wan to talk to her, fly car.. but the werid thing is after i had my afternoon nap.. suddenly every i angry at gone.. i dun feel angry any more.. but i felt i miss her a lot mayb is because i didnt talk to her today.. and so i called her...she told me about then thing happen that nite.. omg i miss understand that nite ... i feell so ashame hehe pai ser...
this few days i begain to love her d.. the feeling of like is getting less and less strong d... i am so scare i will get hutrt... god please bless this little child..

cloeslaw


Same people do like to vegi where ealse some do some times confuse a little bit of vegi, but i had never seen people which do not eat vegi at all can u guess who is she, her name is miss pig wen.
From this experiment its has proved that cloeslaw was not a karnivorous food.
cas this 4/june/2006 evening a braking new she told me she ate vegi.i will remember this for my whole life so happy that she eat vegi,healthy healthy and happy happy 4eva...

Sunday, June 04, 2006

女生的心 vs 男生的心

女生的心
常常因為你的小體貼而感動,
如果你一直對我好,我可能就會喜歡你.
女生的感情很豐富,
喜歡你的我,會毫不保留的付出,
天真的認為有天你就會懂
女生的心很容易受傷,
所以我不輕易說出口,假如期望落空了.
傷心難過很不好受.
女生的心很倔強,
總希望你先說,如果你也猶豫不決,
或許我們就這樣錯過,
再來後悔為何當初不說

男生的心男生的心很脆弱,
常常因為妳的小動作而心碎,
如果妳一直若即若離,
我怎麼敢喜歡妳.
男生的心思很細密,喜歡妳的我,
會不計一切的付出,
單純的以為妳會懂得珍惜.
男生的愛很不容易說出口,因為一旦說出口, 或
許再也沒有或許了,
彼此悲傷見面真的很不好受.
男生的心很懦弱,總怕傷心而緊閉雙唇,
或許一打開雙唇盡吐心語後,
就會後悔當初為何不乖乖沉靜在那片刻的幸福中...
給你(妳)們~~~~~~~~~~

男生要的 v.s 女生要的

當男生要的,只是一個想保護她的感覺時女生會去做的,就是一種去照顧他的感覺

當男生要給她美好的未來而打拼時女生要的,就是你給她多一點的安全感

當男生覺得,她不切實際時女生要的,可能只是一句承諾

當男生有點承受不住,她所給的東西時女生覺得,她是給你一點回饋

當男生覺得,她很煩時女生要的,只是要你多注意她

當男生覺得,她多情時女生只是想,不讓你心存懷疑

當男生覺得,她老是一直打電話,告訴你她的現況時女生只是不想讓你擔心

當男生覺得,她總是喜歡呼朋喚友時女生只是想,要把你的好,告訴她的朋友,她過的很好

也許,在付出的時候,並不知道對方要的是什麼只好把自己想要的模式套在給他的東西上

也許對方也不知道你要的是什麼把你要的告訴他吧

有些人比較木訥,有話直說,也許會嚇到你,他需要時間學習有些人比較聰明,會適當反應

也許,他給的東西對你來說,是負荷但是,給他個機會給你個機會,告訴他吧

在真愛的路上,付出的出發點,都只是為對方好如果你心存懷疑,就是對自己懷疑重要的是,雙方如何拿捏

也許,她給你的愛表達方式不好但是……那女孩會慢慢成長,只要你給她時間

Friday, June 02, 2006

BaBy wen

This is wen when she was a kind, omg she was so cute i had never seen such cute baby in my life b4 . Hoho this was my 1st reaction when i saw this photo, i laugh doesn't mean that the photo is ugly of silly, i jaz got a feeling when i saw this photo i was so pure haha jaz a white piece of paper.CAnt believe she change alot, she become more and more like a princess.looking at this photo brings all the joy out of me..!!! lil wen wen u r so cute.. now she i a girl wanna become a real women d... happy always ya wen...

Thursday, June 01, 2006

How guys xpress thier love

how guys xpress their love!!!
When a GUY is quiet and isalone,He's is thinking how good you're, Missyou!!!
When a GUY is lying on his bed,He is thinking deeply why he loves you.
When a GUY looks at you in your eyes,He wants to tell you how much he lovesyou andhow important you're.
When a GUY answers "I'm Fine" afterawhile,He is not and feels hurts.
When a GUY keep asking you the samequestion,He is wondering why you are lying.When a GUY hugs you while sleeping,He is wishing that you belongs to himforever.
When a GUY calls you everyday,He Miss You and wants your attention.
When a GUY wants to see you everyday,He cares for you and want to know howare youtoday.
When a GUY sms's u everyday,He wants you to know he is fine.When a GUY says I love you,He really means it.
When a GUY says that he can't live without you,He has made up his mind that you are hisfuturewife.
When a GUY says "I Miss You",He wants to see you immeditely...

My aikido siprit..



Although i seldom practice Aikido any more but my heart is still wif it, my spirit of aikido will never dilute by any factors.
Aikido is some thing which is never ending in learn , even if u have sho dan it is jaz the start of yr aikido journey. We can say it is a martial art only , aikido is also a form of living in harmony in this world, any thing in this world can relate to aikido.
And i shall experience the teaching of o sensei in my life.